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Here lies the Asylum
Residing in the deepest dungeons,
and beneath the spiral staircases, just under the wavering, iron chandeliers, and a centimeter behind the red, royalty curtain, is where I keep my marbles. I left them there in case an intruder was to rummage through my fatigued dresser. I used to have them in a plethora of different colors; They used to be shiny and polished, wallowing in the light at every angle, eager to show off each surfaced appeal. They jumped for every opportune moment when the room was illuminated. The smooth textured sphere possessed this reflective vivacity, like a mirror. My marbles cease to do that anymore. They stay a centimeter behind the red, royalty curtain, just under the wavering, iron chandeliers, and beneath the spiral staircases, residing in the deepest dungeons; I believe they are in refuge from the light.
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[11 Jun 2007|08:50am] |
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so, upon a lot of talking, pondering, yelling, crying, screaming and an extremely long saturday night----sunday day,
I have accepted some things:
1) I am blue because I dyed my entire head a dark blue saturday morning and it basically didn't stop leaking all over myself until today.
2) Dealing with serious matters after drinking a whole bottle of wine to myself is impossible.
3) Me and Holton look like siblings.
4) Me and Holton are back together.
oh, yeah:
5) Yelling at Micho when I'm cranky, drunk, and delirious at 10 am from lack of sleep and him calling me gross and blue is silly.
oh and:
6) I'd look really hot with a lot of facial hair.
7) To Brian, Micho, and Holton....YO STRIPES. I LOVE YOU.
8) Prom was lame but I took Tasha as my date, and atleast everyone looked really pretty.
9) I'm going to SUNY Purchase in the fall for Creative Writing. I won't be dorming there, and I will finally be getting a car.
10) I've been vegetarian for almost 3 weeks now.
11) Summer is FUCKING here!
12) I woke up at 7:58 am smiling.
13) I can't wait for Perry to get here.
14) Jared Pepper landed in Newark tonight, which is funny. We're going to hang out and look at his brother living in the bubble that MTV built for Cartel in the Upper West side, then maybe get something to eat and drink.
15) My graduation is the 20th of June, come. Hold up signs for me.
BYE!!!!!!!!!!!
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| fuck lj cuts and suck my dick. |
[17 Feb 2007|01:19pm] |
so, i look like i'm about to throw up the beer back into the bottle.
sometimes, i hate my life.
sometimes, i have legit reason.
other times i'm confused as hell.
this is rather attractive.
so is this.
this spot on my cheek is where I burned myself with a cigarette, also this isn't cute.
michael wickham's facial expression is mildly composed.
i am being smothered by a lovely gay.
and mo and i are obviously whores.
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[09 Nov 2006|08:42pm] |
i just left this as part of a comment to claudia on myspace but it applies so i copied and pasted it:
"i'm basically so happy i might implode/explode/throw up/kill myself/cry/laugh/sneeze/choke/fall/runover an infant/drink a 40."
yep.
also.
i think i might cut down on smoking cigarettes.
i sort of want to quit but thats not really too in question, i dont want to quit THAT bad. plus i doubt i'll fully stop smoking until i fully stop drinking.............lolz
um my mom is ridiculous and has scheduled three fucking college tours this week and i went to one last saturday. it's really pissing me off hah this shit is so stupid. i dont even care, eat my shit.
i saw a seagull get hit by a pickup truck today, and then i realized that two seagulls got hit at the same time by the same truck after noticing two dead bodies on the pavement. sucks.
this week was retarded, i'm really confused and i keep referring to today as friday and i still feel like it's tuesday.
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[20 Sep 2006|03:46pm] |
i deleted a whole lot of you for a few reasons:
1. we dont talk anymore for no reason/whatever reason, so there's no point in you knowing what's going on in my life through livejournal if we don't even talk in person.
2. going back to the talking to me in person thing, some of you know me and still barely even do that...so yeah.
3. i really don't think this is a big deal nor should you really care, though i did just delete about 30 of you.
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[06 Jun 2006|05:53pm] |
i am going to conquer each and every one of your lives.
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[30 Mar 2006|04:17pm] |
deleted people again.
for various reasons.
if you're upset about it, let me know..
i'll add you back but i doubt any of you are.
peaaace.
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[06 Mar 2006|12:03am] |
 i have a crush, and it feels really good. eeeeee! :]
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[01 Mar 2006|09:18pm] |
okay. since i know that some of you definately still aren't aware of this,
this is me keeping you updated on the phases in which i pierce my face.
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[20 Dec 2005|11:41am] |
you know this whole situation is pointless again and i don't even really want to bother trying, but i guess i'll go with the flow, yeah? sure.
ps.
i look so weird. ahsdjfgkiholgfksja but its okay. oh yeah, and meet meatloaf, my jacket.
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[17 Oct 2005|02:50pm] |
okay so like in case some of you weren't aware, dat shytz pierced now.
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[26 Sep 2005|04:06pm] |
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Maybe I should make a meaningful and/or important post for once......
alright here we go.
bahaha.
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[11 Aug 2005|05:20pm] |
waiting is so tedious pointless.
and on a lighter note, conor drew me a picture.
hey the hulk needs lovin' too :\.
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[23 Jun 2005|10:53pm] |
i'm elvis, and it's really okay.
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[05 Jun 2005|04:11pm] |
okayyyy WELL. friday night=me and perry drinking way too much fucking raspberry smirnoff and oh god. puke and ridiculous moments. we wont go into detail----
last night, bethany came up from the city and me, perry, and matt decided we were going to hang out. joey came and picked us up and we all decided we'd go to his house in jersey. we slept over and such. blahblahblah. trampolines, stories of vikings by a drunk mother dying of a nonfatal disease, fog horns, and fondling sessions muahaha. OH yeah, we also dressed up fancy just because. just...look, k?
( BLAHBLAdhsbfnjgk )
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[26 May 2005|01:02pm] |
okay i did one of these a real long time ago, but I think it's fun. so we're gonna do another, k? k.
I think Kim is __________
Kim wants ________
Kim should ___________
Kim will _____________
If I were Kim, I would ___________
If I had a baby with Kim, we would ____________
If Kim were to pee on me, my reaction would be ________________
In the future, Kim will live in ________________
The cause of Kim's death will be ____________________
My favorite thing about Kim is _____________________
Sometimes, when no one is looking, me and Kim ____________________
I wish that Kim _________________
No one compares to Kim because ______________
Do it, or die.
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| cuz i'm bored and i've sneaked on my computer... |
[09 May 2005|12:24am] |
in case any of you were interested and haven't seen me in forever...
i got rid of the green in my hair, redyed the entire thing black...cut down on the sides a little and voila.
k bye.
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